Going back and forth in my mind from this (pure heaven on earth) ..........
to this ( pure he**) has left me a little distraught.
I am going to try to start writing about my experiences so maybe then I will have peace in my mind and be able to sort out my feelings . Right now I just feel like my mind is one jumbled mess of emotions.
Dear Country of Guatemala ,
First off I want to thank you for giving me the 2 greatest gifts -- for that I will never be able to repay you. But I do have to tell you that living in your beautiful country for 8 months has left me with a great deal of turmoil and sleepless nights. Your people are some of the most beautiful people inside and out that I have ever met ... have you forgotten about them ?? The look in there eyes of PURE desperation will never leave me and has left me feeling very unsettled. Please bring it all back to whats most important ... your people. Yours Truly, a forever changed , forever thankful , sleepless , adoptive mom .